Missing You

Missing You
Missing You

Every time I close my eyes,
I'm taken back to where we were,
Through the pain and loneliness,
I think of how much I Love her,
Life in Las Vegas is fast-paced,
It can swallow you up before you know it,
Life with her was beautiful,
But now only memories will show it.

I'm missing you Lish,
Missing the hot tubs,
Missing the cudles,
I'm missing you Lish,
Missing the back rubs,
Missing the best
...friend a person will ever have,
...girl that a guy could ever Love.

All I can hope right now
Is for something in me, or up above
To take shape, to make a miracle,
'Cuz without you in my life you,
...I am miserable.

Maybe if I pray tonight before I go to bed,
All the darkness, all the pain,
will get out of my head,
Without you by my side the tears flow freely,
I'm hurting badly,
Passion is a double-edged sword,
to torture me the way it has,
And, yet, I still Love you madly.

Always have,
And always will.
Baby, you are such a thrill.
Always, forever,
Through and through,
I'm dearly missing you.

But, above all... I Love You Still.
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# Posted on Thursday, 31 January 2008 at 1:06 PM

Fear

Fear
Fear

I am afraid
To do
Or say
The wrong thing
Afraid to chase
You away

I fear
Not knowing
Whether
You care
Or won't
Is your silence
Because
You love me
Or because
You don't

I fear
That you fear
And with us both at odds
We work ourselves apart
When we could work together
And make of ourselves one heart

What a pity it would be
If this were so
If in our fear
We lose the chance
To let our feelings show

Fear is the little death
That kills in fits and starts
Keeps us from being true
To ourselves
And keeps darkness in our hearts

Look within and conquer fear
Kill the seeds it's sown
Know that I will be here
And earn what lovers own
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# Posted on Thursday, 31 January 2008 at 12:57 PM

broken hearts

broken hearts
I don't believe you can die of a broken heart, and that is what makes it more painful. At times, it gets to hurt so bad you would rather be dead, because you can't get over the sorrow. But thankfully, because you can't die, you are forced to overcome, and some day pull through it and put it behind you. You just have to seek the best out of every day, cry when you have to, love as much as you can, and live each day remembering the heartbreak, but realizing that it had to happen in order to put you on the right track for the rest of your life.
there is always chance...
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# Posted on Thursday, 31 January 2008 at 12:16 PM

Emo » Alex Evans

Emo » Alex Evans
Look at his eyes! they are gorjuz!
i feel like a freak sayin this but if i saw him i would prombly jump on him and say "MINE!"
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# Posted on Thursday, 31 January 2008 at 12:00 PM
Edited on Sunday, 06 July 2008 at 9:59 AM

emo...tears

emo...tears
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# Posted on Thursday, 31 January 2008 at 11:56 AM